ITS THE GLAMOUR THAT KILLS!

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 53% Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great.
And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is.
Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up.
Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit!

You Belong in Dublin Friendly and down to earth, you want to enjoy Europe without snobbery or pretensions.
You're the perfect person to go wild on a pub crawl... or enjoy a quiet bike ride through the old part of town.

You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl Creative. Expressive. Unique.

You Are an Indie Rocker! You are in it for the love of the music...
And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.
You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.
You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet "Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

You Are 84% Indie You're so indie, it's kind of amazing that you actually found your way to this quiz.
Generally, your tastes are genuinely indie... but sometimes you like something just because it's weird!

You Are a Gingerbread House A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you.

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

She walks, wanders through the streets
a stray dog looking for a home
She sleeps in the alleys, she does not belong
She has a keeper but knows not his name
The beds she finds are not places of rest
but of torment
They are not for her, she knows she needs more
She cries out, tears down her face
long sleeves to hide the scars
Who can help? Who would want
such a used and broken rag?
she sees a light but knows not where it leads
It draws her, she wants to get closer
but feels it is too much for her
"I want to be free" she cries out,
she is a slave to her flesh
She knows that its wrong, she sees
what is right but is still so afraid
"How could someone like Him want something like me?"
She hears of His gift, she hears that it's free
She's been there before and knows it's hard to stay
This time she has cheerleaders to help her win the game
This time she is not alone
She feels like maybe this time she can make it
She says okay, she'll give it a try
and oh what a change
It feels different this time,
it feels REAL this time
There is something inside,
something not there before
A spirit is renewed, reborn,
no longer is she the same
nor will she ever be the same again
She is swimming in love,
walking in the light that attracted her at first
She feels a love, a peace that she has never been able to fill
the missing pieces, the broken pieces are made whole again
[there are no words to fully describe this transformation]
She no longer walks alone but with the strongest force there is
The Holy Spirit lives within her,
and she lives for the Lord
The bond between Father and daughter has been restored
He can hold her once again
and tears fall down His face
He is with His beloved
and nothing can take her place
She thanks Him for this grace
for this love no one can replace
This love that cannot be replicated or made void.

Here I stand before You
holding up my arms, outstretched
your presence falls and so do I
on my knees before the throne of heaven
Daddy to look into those eyes
I will pay the greatest price
I will lay down my life
and live for You alone
Just to sit upon that knee
Just to be Your little one
Just to hear Your comforting voice
"You are my greatest treasure"
Daddy to look into those eyes
I will pay the greatest price
I will lay down my life
And live for You alone
"You are my greatest treasure,
you are my little one,
I will love you forever,
For I am the Faithful One"

I am trying to swim, trying to fly towards You
There are things that are holding me back
I feel the world holding onto my feet
drowning my voice, I'm screaming for help
Why can't You hear me?
I start to give up, I need to try
but sometimes its so hard

separating myself from myself
I feel me collapsing into me
I know I belong closer to You
Please save me from my self-destruction

Killing the flesh, like killing a deer
is easier said than done
Its such a misconception
so much deception
Pretty and hard yet I know I must do it

Separating myself from myself
I feel me collapsing into me
I know I belong closer to You
Please save me from my self-destruction

Drowning, save me, give me the strength
to swim to the surface
You are the air I long to breathe

Today I had a very humbling experience. I had looked at a girl's profile on purevolume and looked at her friends. I clicked on one who looked interesting and say that he even said himself that he is interested in lust. Because of this I wrote the girl and told her that she needs to be careful of the company she keeps and so on. So she writes me back and points out that what I wrote was contradicting each other and to look at who Jesus hang out with and also to not judge others. Needless to say I re-read what I had written and saw that she was right. So immediately I apologized to her and explained why I wrote what I had and that she was right and I hope we can still be friends. I pray that my reply does not add fuel to the anger I already caused her because I really am humbled by what she said and that we indeed can still be friends.

this is simply to say that purevolume.com really does rock and also that I think myspace is the worst thing ever invented. this is all for now,

I have this fire burning in me for God and all I have to do is work at it. The entire kingdom it there for me to see and be a part of if I would only follow Him more closely. He just wants to hear me speak, hear me call out to Him and profess that I desperately need Him, but I keep on holding myself back. My flesh cannot handle what the glory of God has in store but my spirit cries out for it. I feel schizophrenic, like there are two totally different people living inside me. I am going to take fire to my flesh, burn up what I do not need and what it holding me back from all that God has to give.

this is how I know God is real...
I was born about 2 years ago, on April 12th 2004. I also died that night. I am a new creation, a new person. Let me tell you about my former life. For over 18 years I was a creature of the world. My life was what I wanted it to be. Or rather what I thought I wanted. I was President of the Gay Straight Alliance at my high school. All of my friends were the people you would only know to get drugs from. Every time we were not in class, we were sure to be found doing something illegal, drugs and vandelism mainly. I was the girl who you went to if you were lonely. My friends nicknamed me the educated slut. I knew more about sex than a sex ed teacher and probably had more of it too. I don't know if I can name all of the people by memory, it would take quite a bit of thinking. I also had a few girlfriends, as in girls that I dated and also "slept" with. I could name most rock bands and albums by memory. But mostly I wrote extremely depressing poetry and wore too much eyeliner. For these attributes I was voted most unique. How unique is it to buy into all of the world's lies? Still, my greatest "claim to fame" was how loose I was. That was how my husband first heard about me. He overheard band mates talking to my then boyfriend about me and how he must be getting some if he was dating me. Now I want to tell you about how I am who I am today. Being the worldly person I was, when my parents said that they were to be out of town for Halloween weekend, I jumped at the opportunity to have a party. The day before I was at the mall and happened to run into a friend. He was with another guy and I invited them both to go trick or treating and to my after party. Little did I know how much this event would turn my world upside down. The guy that was with my friend [Adam], upon spending the whole night hanging out with him, turned out to be the best and most kind guy I had ever met. He looked at me for my beauty, not as an object to conquer. Through the amazing power of God we fell in love, the Christian who never had a girlfriend and the educated slut. Through the time that I spent with Adam I found my true love. Yes I love my husband but it is not him. It is God. Until I saw the truth I never really saw a way out of my pain. I used to find love in the loins of strangers, not even in their arms or hearts. I surrounded myself with pop culture and was a strong advocate for a sin driven life. I had no idea of God, at least not a God that would want anything to do with me. I was proud of my antiChrist spirit and relations. How could I do and feel all of this and He still love me? Only by His awesome love and grace. Thinking about the life He saved me from brings tears to my eyes. I don't think there are words to describe how trapped I felt. Trapped by my friends, by my lifestyle, I truly believed that I would never get married or find joy in life. I constantly thought of killing myself but knew that I never would. So instead I cut into my own flesh, trying to cut away the pain but also to get a different form of attention. I was so depressed. I really didn't care what happened to me. There are also not words to describe how much I have changed. God is real. To go from what I was and what I felt to now, the only way for it to happen is God. He literally killed everything that I was and made a completely different person. His love and grace are something that no one and nothing can take the place of. You can search your whole life but still there will be something missing, a part of you that nothing is ever able to fill if you never know Christ. I have never in my whole life, not in the people I knew or the things I did, not even my parents, not even the husband that lead me to God, nothing gave me the feeling of love that comes from knowing Christ and having that intimate relationship that you can only share with Him. Nothing compares to God's love.